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(Contains: violence/gore)
I am not your amusement child, for when you are stressed or weary of the world
I do not look sexy or cute, do not entice anything out of me, with your sexual connotations


I am but a child, sitting there watching tv
Learning about the world, all of such eight, staring out the window


Not yet grown, not understanding that there is evil out there
And evil there laying on the couch -- watching me -- waiting, planning


For when the house is empty, ready to pray on me
Decisive, practiced, many a girl before me, and many after me



So I wonder, what went through in your mind, when you decided to violate my body
When you decided, what my life should be.


    Was it that you were stressed, like you told me so many years later, when I grew up
    Or was it just that you were a man -- weak, useless and cruel
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True story of my childhood - please check out my gallery for further works.

AGGRESSIVE COMMENTS/ TROLLS AND SEVERELY ANGRY COMMENTS AND ARGUING WILL BE HIDDEN AND THE COMMENTOR BLOCKED FROM MY PROFILE. ARGUING WITH THE WRITER WILL NOT BE TOLERATED. YOU WILL BE BANNED FROM MY PROFILE AND THE COMMENTS HIDDEN.

This is a poem raising awareness of childhood sexual abuse please treat it as such. 

NO CRITIQUES WANTED.


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wdnest Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2014  Professional Writer
Thanks but as stated on the piece no criquites wanted and will be hidden.
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Keep writing and keep creating.

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wdnest Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2014  Professional Writer
THanks for the feature for this work. Much appreciated. 
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HigherSeeking Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2014  Professional Photographer
I would like to invite you to my new group and anyone else reading this!. Idk if you read my journals, but if you have not please go read it here ;  
fav.me/d714m9p


and consider joining my new group that Ive founded with two other of my friends that were abused as children. we are just now building it up, started 2 days ago. the link to it is here to read about it: fav.me/d71dv2o

If you or anyone of your friends on here could benefit from joining our group please do so! We are also looking for people to be on the admin team to help us invite people, find art, and most importantly someone that knows how to do code the 'css' to 'prety up the page'.

If you are interested at all in helping build our group then I'd be most appreciated. At least take a look at those two journals for me and maybe share the journal about the group on your page? Whatever you can do to help spread the word would help! thank you
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DarkRiderDLMC Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013
This is why shotguns were invented. 
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wdnest Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Professional Writer
Thanks for your comments on my Who I am -- is not for your amusement.


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IndictedPieces Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2013
This hurts to read, but its true.
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wdnest Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2013  Professional Writer
Thanks for the comment. This poem was good to write. Please dont feel hurt, it helped me to write this poem a lot. It is one of my better poems

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EvanshaleKnightly Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is so emotional. The topic just makes me want to cry because I know it all to well. It shows how unaware children can be, and it happens right in their own home, a place where they should feel secure. Children are so precious and I have met people who bear that scar and it never really fades away. It is insane to think about but people should listen. I know people who like to close their eyes and pretend it isn't an issue, but it is. Thank you for voicing this. More people should.
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wdnest Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2013  Professional Writer
Thanks for your comment on Who I am is not for your amusement. Glad it struck a note with you. There is a definate path in dealing with childhood sexual abuse. Though memories are not forgotten, there is hope in recovery and dealing with childhood sexual abuse. Thanks

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lady-deathrose Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Such a daring topic, but as such, very emotional. Cold shivers went down my spine. This is beautifully written, yet the subject matter is so gruesome. One hopes that would never be the reality for anybody, but ...
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wdnest Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2013  Professional Writer
It is reality for many. Thanks for your comment on my poetry. Glad it moved you.
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Lola-Ferricks Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow, while the contents of this poem can be shocing, I think you wrote it beautifully. It really moved me.
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wdnest Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2013  Professional Writer
Thanks for your comments on Who I am -- is not for your amusement.
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Lola-Ferricks Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
My pleasure. :)
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DamienMuerte Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
If I ever discover my husband doing such things to my girl - or ANY man, I know that man will be dead.
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wdnest Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Professional Writer
Please see my website at www.whitedovesnest.com - if you have not already for articles on protecting children and what you can do.
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EclipsedEden Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2013  Student General Artist
I personally know a few people who have been through these sorts of things, and..quite honestly, I have, so this speaks deeply to me. Well done.
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wdnest Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2013  Professional Writer
Thanks for commenting on my two pieces. Glad it spoke to you.



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summerday27 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
The first two sentences are stunning, and really spoke to me. This is amazing, even with such a dark and daring topic.
I am so sorry for the tragedy you faced, i hope things have turned out in your favor. :hug:
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wdnest Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2013  Professional Writer
Thank you for your comments on Who I am -- is not for your amusement.  Much appreciated.
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summerday27 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome :)
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rustyhorse Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2013
It is a very well-written piece, very powerful. You did a lot with a few words. It really good
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LightMyPassage Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
This is a very strong piece of work. I'm amazed that you're able to put so much feeling into it, and quite shocked to read this is a true story of your life.
I don't know what to say that will make your past easier for you to handle, but you really got to me with this piece.
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wdnest Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2013  Professional Writer
Thanks. Childhood sexual abuse is shocking reality for many. I am glad this piece about my childhood was read by you.
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TheNighttimeWanderer Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Student Writer
i hope he gets what's coming to him, he deserves nothing less.
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wdnest Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2013  Professional Writer
I agree.
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angelenroute Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Professional Writer
Wow, very powerful piece! I help moderate #We-Poets and I had to approve this in our "horror" category. At first I was speed-reading it trying to figure out where the horror was, then saw your description, then went back and read through it. Very, very powerful! And I completely understand why you submitted it to "Horror". All I can say is thank you for putting SO MUCH into so few words. It's a haunting and powerful poem to read. Well written. And big (digital) hugs!
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wdnest Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Professional Writer
Thanks - it is describing an event in my life and the recovery from this. This is a true horror story - I have yet to see anything on tv that even comes close to the horror this poem describes, and the horror that is recovery from childhood sexual abuse. Thanks for your comments.
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